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1. I am submissive.
You will find yourself sprawled on the floor wondering what the hell just happened, though, if you make the mistake of believing that this one word and its stereotypes defines every molecule of who I am. I am a people pleaser because I enjoy pleasing people and getting their happy reactions. The moment someone comes to expect certain doting behavior from me, it generally ends. Agree with me or don't, but I believe my submission, my pampering of other people, is a privilege, not a right.

2. I am feline.
In the last few years, I've discovered that I am a very feline personality. That is sometimes at odds with being a submissive (considering many felines are independent, predatory, and dominant), but Master and I make it work for us. It's not very often that you come across a Wolf and a kitten together in harmony.
There are many aspects of my personality that are all feline, and they are all able to be split right down the middle into my two categories, kitten and Bitch. Someday I may write about them... it would take days.

3. I am very family oriented.
Which is not really a feline trait, except for the lions. My family means everything to me, and I would do absolutely anything for them if it came right down to it. I am the second oldest grandchild out of all of us, 4 on my mother's side, 18 on my father's side (plus 4 great grand children).

4. I have depression.
I do not promote this, but I am not ashamed of the fact either. It is what it is. Sometimes I struggle with it very much, other times I don't have too much trouble sticking to my schedules and routines. Sometimes the hard days are so hard that I do not leave my bedroom, and some days I complete everything on my to-do list as well as things I've had back-logged for months.

5. I am under construction.
I am not afraid to acknowledge the fact that I am constantly changing and learning. Yes, my moods, personality, and emotions are constantly flowing and changing as well, but on a character scale, I am still growing and learning about myself. I am an unfinished novel, happy, sad, tragic, and humorous chapters galore.

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